In-class journaling assignment: What is something that you have been called out of and something you have been called to?
God has called me out of being a statistic. First of all as a child from a broken home, I am not broken. I have few of the predicted neuroses and a healthy outlook based solely on the fact that God is and has always been my father -- figuratively and literally.
Second, as a parent of children with special needs I have a compassionate, caring household that does NOT resemble the predicted statistical fall-out. This is because before we were a diabetic household we were God's household and He continues to carry us and go with us.
This leads me to the Called-to: God has called us to rear our three children so that they can stand as faithful followers in the next generation. He has called us to be caregivers to them and keep them well. He has called us to teach them His ways and all the other things they'll need to know to move out and on to their own calling.
Wednesday, February 29, 2012
Saturday, February 11, 2012
Plowmen have plowed my back and made their furrows long. 4 But the LORD is righteous; he has cut me free from the cords of the wicked.
A guided study of the Psalms led to these verses in 129 and the idea was proposed how sometimes we “offer our backs” to oppressors. It’s like you may have seen where a dog cowers and approaches his master (or even a lead dog) crawling with his head down on his paws. Both of these scenarios give us the impression of fear and punishment at the master’s hand.
Many times we are our own worst accusers, bowing down, saying “we are not worthy” and putting ourselves out of the Christian Journey because of our sins and/or failures. But this is not the kind of getting down on our face that is being taught through Scripture. We are not letting others make of us a doormat, but rather we are choosing to humble ourselves before God. And this is not an oppressor or accuser we are bowing before, but rather our maker who loves us.
Then as we turned to Psalm 130, we were encouraged that there is no punishment here, only “Full Redemption”!
About that time I also heard a sermon on the tenth chapter in Acts where Peter meets Cornelius. It describes Cornelius as bowing down at Peter’s feet.
Peter tells him, "None of that—I'm a man and only a man, no different from you." (vs 2 The Message) Just like in Psalm 123:2 “As the eyes of slaves look to the hand of their master, as the eyes of a female slave look to the hand of her mistress, so our eyes look to the LORD our God, till he shows us his mercy.”
The picture was of a servant awaiting the master’s favor at which time he would lift the servant’s head. The pastor so richly described for us the picture of our bowing down before the Lord and Him graciously lifting our head to look us in the face with favor and love. For more years than I can remember I have heard the song “Humble thyself in the sight of the Lord and He will lift you up.” Putting into practice the act of getting down on my face before the Lord and learning that with Him the way up is down has caused that song to have a whole new ring to it.
Thank you Lord for being the lifter of my head. When I have faltered you are there, waiting only for me to humbly come and then you grant me your favor. Your handmaiden is overcome with gratitude and joy. Amen